Hmm, well. Since deviantART is my hideaway on the internet... I'll just disclose whatever I need to say here, instead of on Facebook or Twitter.

After confronting my parents and such... I felt a great deal better last week.

30th Sept 09 marked the day I came to terms with the fact I need to push hard for my own independence, and 1st Oct 09 marks the day I confronted parents, and actually got the result I was after.

I felt good, and damn did it feel good.

But now? I'm just incredibly angry at myself for not being able to deal with the punches life deals out. I mean, I can deal 'cause I have to. But I'm not dealing as well as I used to. I feel so incredibly... blargh.

I'm somewhere between craving company and between not being able to face anyone...... But then again, you get what you give to others, so it'll probably wind up being more productive to to assume everyone'll just leave me alone. Rather than hoping the people I can stand to talk to, will actually go out of their way to keep a very upset Rooreh company.

Anyway, that aside, I've made a heck of progress on schoolwork, just maybe lacking the motivation to finish it off.

I guess... being alone it is. And I sprained my ankle, so I just got owned by dad's wiring and the like.

TeeTeeWaiEl* my friends.

~ Rooreh-G



* TeeTeeWaiEl = Ttyl